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Time please don't fly...

I want everything to just stand still..feel like playing the 'statue' game.


Things are moving so fast, am just gasping for breath, trying to stay on top. While am very happy with the change, professionally, on the personal front, I hate the thought of being uprooted from my domain.


Nobody wants to know how I feel. I wish I was asked, "how do you feel?"


I feel like a fish out of water. 


I feel that my cocoon is breaking, and this time, the breakage would not give birth to a happy butterfly, who would wander about gleefully. This time around the metamorphosis would lead to a tired, distressed butterfly, who would be barely able to pull herself. 











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